2015.11
The Move

On a precipice
I could see the long trail
behind
ahead
Green tunnels

Upon that height

I knew I wanted
to walk on the crest
of a trail
with many precipices
clear views
rocky shoes

Poem: 2013.12.11 ZZ walking

In step
We walked
Talked
talentedly about the world

The city installed
new lights
That fragmented the shadows.
Alone they gave me pause
in the night,
how suddenly something stable
had come undone

And upon returning home
to your letter
I found the rest of world
too had unwound

A noticeable difference
in our gaits multiplied by years
had walked us over a chasm.
You and an unconceived Child
to one side and I to the other

I knew you had stopped
And only with the scare
of nausea in your steel stomach
And the doctor's denial
did that crack in the sand
vacate the space between us
to where we could not stand side by side

In step
We shall walk
Talk
apart

USA; now like visiting a 3rd world country

I've spent many of extra nights and incalculable hours not getting somewhere due to political problems in others countries and always considered these situations symptoms of places that still have large political instability. This past week a visit from a German friend made me apply this same diagnosis to the US. Nancy wanted to go to Lassen, but we were unable to plan it because of the federal shutdown, so we agreed to go to Tahoe as we could still have some time in the mountains, but another political hiccup interfered as BART went on strike Friday. Nancy had flown into SFO, so what should have been about an hour or so worth of transportation to get to the east bay turned out to be closer to 3 hours. As a country we need to stop being so greedy and think about how tantrums effect other people. Some how in the last twenty years the word compromise seems to have escaped the national lexicon. I'd like to see it come back.

At least the mountains still know how to compromise with the changing weather

Poem: ZZ departing

The burden upon you

With the weight of your parents expectations

Becomes that of finite lite

in your flight

For I remember a fortnight

Where upon the bed you turned many a times away and inward

Till turning turned upon itself

And in the sheets, a thing that gave me retreat.

A blackhole covered in white linen

So strong that even your voice could not escape.

Under the sun

I know now never to stay for a fight

Because in your search for one

I was undone

The razor in hand that runs through your life

Divides the world such that

There is no picture to hang on the wall

To stand back from and say

"Ah there it is, I'm sure, it is all"

But in the mountains upon

The ridge of our relations

A view of all directions

But a trail didn't not emerge

The wind carries no weight yet knows its path

And

Absence becomes the heaviest thing of all

Poem: Partial Prime Design

“Partial Prime Design” 2011.10.29 (11, 7, 5, 3, 2 and 53, 41, 23, 7, 7)

Beneath the bright banner
Of sierra skies
The milky way stretches without resolve
And into our world
Flecks of the universe dissolve
Over head and under covers
We try to make sense
Of all the innumerable bodies
That strike us
Why some tilt our axis
And the others accumulate only as dust

From the dusty trail we depart
To wrap ourselves around a mountain
And to swim in a cold blue alpine body
Upon whose shores
We are wrapped in late summer’s heat
And swim beneath your shawl in the humid warmth of each other’s breath
While Goethe calls from peak to peak

In the meadows far below
Prime petals punctuate
The serene green of life
Where a river of glass
Cuts the land in two

Cloud fire
Leads back
To our Origin

Next to Goethe
We watch stars fall

Occupy Oakland Protest, October 25th 2011, Downtown Oakland, California

Photos from Occupy Oakland tonight.

Protest was peaceful in Snow Park. The police did not chase the crowd to Snow Park, but remained in downtown around city hall. I don't know why the crowed decided to go back to city hall in order to confront the police, because by that time a lot of the shit-starters had showed up and began lighting trashcans etc on fire and that triggered the tear gas.











I am thankfull that the protesters that came in front of my building (1502 Alice St shown here) did not cause vandalism like the Oscar Grant riots.

Book Review: Outliers

Outliers: The Story of Success by Malcolm Gladwell

My rating: 4 of 5 stars


Outliers is very much in the same vein or at least style as Malcom Gladwell's preceeding titles. Quirky bits of information that when rallied around the same arguement come up with something interesting. I feel that with this book Gladwell actually takes on a larger arguement than his other books, its ultimately the Nature vs Nurture arguement but using extremely successful people as the case studies. Gladwell argues for nurture being the largest component of success and uses everything from the Canadian Hockey Team to Bill Gates to why Asian kids are good at math to form his arguement.



Some nick-nack info highlights



Canadian Hockey Team - Most players are born in January, February and March. Their birth month line them up to be the biggest kids in their early teams. 10-12 month differences when you are 5 and 6 can mean you are dramatically bigger. The bigger and better players get special attention, more training, and ultimately more hours of practice, so by the time they are in their late teens they are significantly better.



10,000 hour rule - People with 10,000 hours of practice at one thing tend to be experts and if you get this 10,000 hours in before say the age of 20, you have a much greater chance to go really far.



Bill Gates - had access to one of the first computers at a super young age and would spend hours upon hours on it, so by the time everyone else is starting to hear about personal computers, Gates has already logged in 10,000+ hours of programming time. Similar stories for Bill Joy and Steve Jobs.



Math - kids that can focus do good in math. Your ability to focus on one subject for a period of time has a direct correlation to your math abilities. Asian kids do better in math because they come from a culture of extreme focus that grew out of needing to tend to rice paddies. Western societies grew wheat and other less intensively cultivated crops, so their focus ability is culturaly less. This part of the book gets a bit dodgy, but the chinese proverbs vs western proverbs are good:



"If a man works hard, the land will not be lazy" - Chinese



"If God does not bring it, the earth will not give it" - Russian



You can change your nurture -

1) as seen by Korea Airlines turning its horrible air record around, by changing the nurture/culture of its pilots and co-pilots to be not Korean.

2) As seen in the KIPP school in the Bronx, where kids are sort of reconditioned to be in a different culture than that which is around them and the students do amazingly well.



The basic underlying statement is that nurture plays a huge role in success. You have to be in the right environment at the right time to be wildly successful, but you can choose to change your environment and to some degree your nurture. I think the real question that is dodged all the way through is what is success?



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